Well, what can I say about today other than blergh.
Have you ever had one of those days when you're struck by an epiphany and the force is so strong it very nearly knocks you off your feet?
That was my day today.
I was happily minding my own business when this invisible prim (yes, that's a joke) slams into me and a whole lot of things began to settle into place. Perhaps my subconscious has been a lot busier than I give her credit for. The bitch.
Anyway, this epiphany led to a wide range of emotions. At first I didn't know how to deal with it. Should I start IMing everyone who was part of this epiphany or should I just smoulder in my own anger?
The latter won. Just in case you were wondering.
So, tonight I started deleting people from my friends list. You know, those that never talk to you, those that send a million TP requests but never say boo and those who I really didn't want on my list.
One such person I deleted had just recently got back in contact with me. This same person told me many a lie about wanting to be with me, again.
Is it wrong that I feel better now that person is not on my list?
I might just answer my own question and say yes. I probably shouldn't have even spoken to this person again. I hadn't forgiven them. Not even close. Not even a little bit. Not any at all.
Ooops.
It was probably the most bitchy thing I've ever done in my entire second life. Yet I will not apologise for it. I can't stand lies and this person told me nothing but lies. The amazing thing is this person apparently knew me very well. I guess not if they thought it would be okay to lie to me and to think I wouldn't find out about it.
So why am I spilling my guts about all this when I hate drama and this would technically be a drama ridden post.
It's part of my plan. My "No Drama At Any Cost" plan. You see, if you or anyone incites a dramatic response from me then I will cut all ties. Perhaps it's not fair, perhaps it's cutting off the eventual drama bomb that will inevitably happen. Either way, it's my new tough attitude.
Do not play me.
Do not expect anything from me than what I will openly give you.
Do not say you know me. Because I guarantee you do not.
What ever happened to people just being honest?
Saturday, September 18, 2010
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