I Wonder...

Do people realise how much pressure they put on me?

Why it is imperative to always explain what I'm doing and with whom?

If you could stop trying to change me, would you be able to cope? Or would you see that I'm not the person you think I am?

Why do people get upset with me if I hang out with my friends?

If being me is enough.

Don't get me wrong, it's not a drama thing. It's a Razzy-can't-handle-a-lot-thing. It's wonderful to be wanted and needed, to have friends ask your opinion on things, to listen to tales of woe and joy. Those things truly make me feel special.
It's the other things that people do, the things they don't say, the way they say something to incite a whole range of guilt.
Forgive me for saying so, but I have enough guilt in my real life I really don't want, or need, it in my virtual life.